I am not sure how to feel about this situation. Sometimes I strongly believe I'm okay. I'm not another piece of this world. I'm what I want and nothing controls me. But sometimes I feel so alone that I can't enjoy the best part of the things. I'm not living the life I want and the life I was made for living. It's hard to see the bright side of the things. I don't go along with what people recommend me, I'd rather be a free spirit. I'd like to live in a world where everybody is supposed to be what they want.