My strength and my weakness.

I got lost by trying to be found. I sank by trying to swim. Whatever it is is killing me slowly. I can feel it inside. Someone told me once that if anything doesn't make me happy, I'd better let it go. But letting what you really want go is not as easy as it seems. Have you ever felt the emotion of being happy but desperate? It is so weird the fact that the person you love can make you the happiest and cause sadness at you at the same time... Anyway, I love you and I am determined to do anything so as to see the happiness inside your big eyes. Don't leave me please. Never ever leave me. I wouldn't know what to do without you. My complementary part. As I said before, you are my biggest weakness and I don't want you to stop being it.